Coming
from a family of strong Irish & Norwegian heritage, I'm no stranger to
superstition. Throw salt over your shoulder if you spill. Don’t step on cracks.
Don’t crawl under ladders. My great grandmother's house was a shrine to
Jesus. Not the happy Jesus you see in children’s illustrations. No. The morbid,
bloody, Jesus who paid for our sins. It was apparent to me that the more crosses you had on the
wall, the more protected you were. I figured this was why great grandma lived
so long. Good protection. Needless to say, I was impressed and started my own
collection of crosses and rosaries—sometimes
donning several before I hit the sack—to ward off bad dreams and bring luck.
In a strange twist of fate, around
the age of eight I got my hands on a copy of The Exorcist. Actually, I found
the book in the ditch on the way home from the bus stop. Surely, this was a
sign from God that I was supposed to read this book! I had previously mentioned
my interest in the book to my mother during one of our weekly library visits—and even though I was not discouraged from reading any book I was interested
in, my mother had said it was
“probably too old” for me and would give me nightmares. Hrmph! I read it under the covers with a flashlight—peeling the translucent, damp,
pages apart—one by one—pretty much scaring the living crap out of myself. My imagination had conjured
up plenty of horrible imagery well before seeing the movie. Of course, I
couldn’t say anything to anyone because I knew I shouldn’t be reading stuff
like that. So I doubled up on crosses and said extra prayers and left the
bathroom light on for months.
Such are
the roots of my fascination with religious artifacts, iconography and talismans—as well as death and the
apocalypse—but that is
another story entirely.
In
spite of my childhood collection of crosses and other types of 'lucky' ephemera, I didn’t draw many religious
conclusions to my good luck charms. I had many lucky rocks, found metal bits and other such tokens in my
protective arsenal.If it was lucky to the Indians or Hindus, it was
lucky to me. So, I guess it’s
no surprise that as a teenager, I started wearing a rabbit’s foot attached via
a ball chain to one of my belt loops. It was one of those silly things kids do.
I had several in different colors, which I would wear depending on my mood or
outfit. Oddly enough, it didn’t seem to bother me that a rabbit had to die for
my fashion and good luck needs! Or that the practice was rooted in voodoo and I was completely
against animal sacrifice.
My fascination with talismans of
every kind continues to this day. I’m really excited about working with some found
vintage pieces that I think will lend themselves to wonderful pieces of power
and protection! Here’s a sneak peak at what’s coming to the work bench: